Some weird fun facts about me

Since I decided to have a mental breakdown and redo the whole blog I wanted to reintroduce it for anyone who may not know me! I'm going, to be honest, I hate normal about me post. They always sound like a resume and have never been my style so instead, I

decided to do 5 fun facts about me and then the Wednesday post will be my favorite shows and movies I love. So let's get started!

🌼 I have a lot of mental health issues Between the anxiety and social disorder and the PTSD from my mom and ex I think I have enough mental breakdowns to go around. 🌼 I don't know what I'm doing I'm 24 and I don't know what I'm doing in life. I was never able to think of me past turning 18 then I was able to get my life back and now I don't know how to make my future.

🌼 I have seen a lot of doctors I am in the process of figuring out what's wrong with me. My whole life my mom made comments to me like "why are you different" "she has to be autistic or something" Now I'm trying to figure out what is wrong with me and it's been crazy. Doctors are thinking I could be autistic. But about 2 years ago my dad officially got diagnosed with ADHD Which he has misdiagnosed all his life so knowing that they think I could have that too. So it's a long process but I had to put it all on hold until my health insurance is fixed. So hopefully one day I can know what's really going on with me. 🌼I cursed out my grandmother twice! This one may be confusing but my grandmother has always been a shitty person. She always hated me for not being like my older sister and other things. A few months ago she called to tell me about a family dinner and I asked her like an adult who was going to be there and long story short I told her I was uncomfortable going knowing someone was going to be there

that didn't care about COVID or me and she said I needed to grow up and just acted happy and I said family means nothing we make our own family and said bullshit to her and now she tells everyone I cursed her out. 🌼I want to run away I currently live with my dad and sister. I have help care for both of them since my mom died. Right now I have been at my worst low and if I had a chance I would run far away. I just need to find a happy place for me with people that care about me.