My Family Thinks I'm Lazy

I use to always get in trouble because I would stay up really late. Guess what? I still stay up later. I have always had trouble sleeping and staying asleep. I tried sooo much and nothing worked so I worked around it! I realize I was stressing myself out more by trying to sleep so I gave myself a system. If I can't sleep after about 2ish hours of trying or I start having a panic attack I stop trying and get stuff done that needed to be done. For example, I might get some work done or school or even do some cleaning. This has definitely not been an approved method with my family and my ex. For example, my ex would call me lazy and think my bad sleeping habits were inappropriate for someone my age. I was 22. I think I can say a lot of 22-year-olds love to sleep in and stay up late... But go off I guess. My family thinks I sleep all day and do nothing at all. My grandmother has a lot to say about how bad I am but I don't listen so...At the end of the day, it's my body my day my life. I choose what I do and then I do it. It's simple. I'm up when I need to be I get what needs to be done and I'm great at it.