Dear Allie

October 8th I turned 24. If I'm being honest I didn't think I would live to see it. I'm in a confusing place where I know what I want but I mentally can't get there. This past year I have reach a all time low and I'm just trying to find that little happiness I had. I know I'm still a work in progress but I know I'm going in the right direction. I wanted to write this post like a letter about my year of being 23 but I'm definitely struggling to put it into words. A lot happened this year we went through a lot and still trying to wrap our head around what happened. But we are here and we are standing. I don't know what this year's brings but I know we can handle it and find a little spark to keep us going. I know no one has told you in a long time but I am beyond proud of what we have done. We are here because of what we have done. I know it seems like we are lone but I know one day we will look back a d see everything we went through made us who we are today. Let's hope year 24 is a little bit nicer.